STOP
I push away those
who love mo
so scared 2 love
All these lies
in my head
Who can i be
i couldnt even tell u what i see
Asking 4 all my needs
BITCH JUST BREATHE
watch me take it all off
narcissit
stop asking people 2 watch
do it so you may run
thats what you want to cut & hurt
I am so sensitive
I hold it tight
I make up fights
delusional
turn off the lights day or night
Im losing count
enough fuck
do it enough
u be alone
u push away everything
to attain a throne
its in your head
everything u own
cmon homie go home
meditate a bit
drop the act
hurting till it goes black
afraid to flip
obsessed with the cat
give me that
so i don't feel mine
I want skin
I want it all
eat the whole world if i get bored enough
sad boy
camera flip
xanax on my lip
eating down guilt
in a pinch
can't hang
still can't
rather take it out on my bitch
she stronger than i ever been
laugh when she finds someone she deserves
crazy to believe
we could have kids
deluded and sick
I don't love me
watch me turn into a murderer
kill my old self
4 the fun of it
what do i know
doing it all everyday to keep sane
walk above the clouds
lifted brain
shoes in sand
high step quick
dirty as a dish
broken brain
stupid lies
believe that if you want to
die die die
this my long alone
responsible 4 it all on my own
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* to the melody of Count Me Out Kendrick Lamar
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