STOP
I so close to transforming fell into fear
The pain body holding tight
Asked 2 feed one more night
Its light out but my eyes are obscured
How do I hold onto the pain
Give it to my love DO IT NOW screamed the brain
I hurt my self
worse than ever before
To her face I said it
giving up the connection to stay & suffer
I pray this time I learn my lesson
It nearly killed me
I wanted my life
It wanted me carcass whole
To swallow dirt
I keep swimming
Apologies trying to fix it
it aint the same
Let it go this meant to be
My trauma resurfaced
I couldnt take it
Wait im still here
Stronger Clear baby its time 2 steer
I choose me
Whistling blues Dancing in boxers
Release that pain out the locker
Unconditional dreams of Love
Next time you see me ill give you a hug
I presently declare
This was necessary? What kept me there
the need 2 be scared
re$entful of change
re$entful of my name
Only me & my beliefs
Hey Sonia take the leap
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