miss regrets

I so close to transforming fell into fear

The pain body holding tight

Asked 2 feed one more night

Its light out but my eyes are obscured

How do I hold onto the pain

Give it to my love DO IT NOW screamed the brain

I hurt my self

worse than ever before

To her face I said it 

giving up the connection to stay & suffer

I pray this time I learn my lesson

It nearly killed me 

I wanted my life

It wanted me carcass whole

To swallow dirt

I keep swimming

Apologies trying to fix it

it aint the same

Let it go this meant to be

My trauma resurfaced

I couldnt take it

Wait im still here

Stronger Clear baby its time 2 steer

I choose me

Whistling blues Dancing in boxers

Release that pain out the locker

Unconditional dreams of Love

Next time you see me ill give you a hug

I presently declare

This was necessary? What kept me there

the need 2 be scared

re$entful of change 

re$entful of my name

Only me & my beliefs

Hey Sonia take the leap

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