I am deluded in the mind

I am suffering

I have allowed this suffering to wash out

onto those I care most deeply about

For that I am so sorry

I do the best I can

Let go of the substances 2 be better

be betterman

Use 2 cloud and obscure your pain

Relationships reflect the true nature

of reality not your brain

I am afraid to love

I am afraid to trust 

My mind tells me to run, run away

I push against it willing myself to stay

what does it do

oh break

Lays on the concrete baking

what a mess they say

Professional help on its way Please

see I am trying to do right by me

and in the end                                     We